I feel like i’m walking into a trap when i head down to visit you in two weeks, as if you’re going to spring the good old “Hey Rory we need to talk about this.” on me and i’ll be left to just be happy with what was rather than what is. 

Generally my gut feelings are right as well which makes this more annoying. But there is the factor of distance, it’s hard to read what is going on when you’re at least 6 hours away. 

I guess i’ll just have to spring the trap and hope all ends well.

Because i’d rather trip it and know then just let all of it disappear.